>>> 30 days later...

... and the next 8 will be torture.

*sighs*

It's unbelievable how close two people can become in such a short space of time.

And how inseparable they can be; to the point where parting ways becomes so painful that it's almost unbearable. Many thanks must go to Alexander Graham Bell for the invention of the basic telephone and the other genius [or geniuses] who came up with the improvements required to create the mobile cellphone.

I must really thank Shirl for the introduction and the setting up of a blind date with Nell, the love of my life who is my equal, and more so, on every level and in every way possible. If it's possible to love anyone more with every passing second... well, just suffice to say that I'll never ever stop loving her. *smiles widely*

It's amazing how I've gone from being completely prepared for being eternally single to being totally and utterly in love with another being, and being unable to imagine or conceptualize life without her. Sugoi or whut!?

However, in every bed of roses, there must be a few thorns hiding somewhere. In this case, it's the fact that Nell is leaving today for Thailand to spend time, 8 days, with her dad and look after her recuperating mom [omg, torture, motherfuckers, TORTURE!!! X( - The Musings on the Breeze crew].

But things are good and I hope that they continue to be so.

I love Nell more than anything or anyone, and that in itself is amazing.

We'll see how we survive the next eight days... smokes, anyone? *laughs* Nell would kill me if I smoked too much, but that's cool since I don't intend to smoke too much.

In ending this, thank you all for reading this really mushy entry.

And please excuse the sheer gallons of maple syrup erupting from or dripping off your screens.

Laterz, gaterz.

>>> This may sound cheesy...

... but it definitely feels like our song.

Ai no Melody
^KOKIA
_{Japanese ver.:}
Anata marude komorebi no you ni
watashi ni ikiru kibou kureta shiawase ga waratta

Kioku no naka no nukumori mune ni
nani yori mo tsuyoi kizuna wo kanjite iru wa

Watashi ga watashi rashiku irareru no wa anata ga iru kara

*1 Anata wo ai shite umareta uta wo utaou
watashi no ai no akashi ni
shinjite doko made mo todoke watashi no omoi
anata ga ikite iru koto ga shinjitsu

*2 Itooshikute ureshikute kanashikute setsunakute
kuyashikute modokashikute... ai no MERODI-

Karamiatta kokoro no ito wo
tokihogusu mae ni wakareta tsurakutemo nozonda

"Kono ai wo tsuranukou" hitorigoto no you ni
towa ni chikai wo tateru

itooshisa ni tsutsumareru MERODI- maiagare sora ni

sono “µ(me) ni mienai taisetsu na mono wo miseyou
afureru ai no izumi ni
omoi wa doko made mo fukaku toki wo koetemo
ikite yukeru sore ga watashi no ai no uta

mmm fureru hada wo toiki ga nozoru
"nee mou nechatta no?" sore nara mimimoto de "I love you"

*1 repeat

sono me ni mienai taisetsu na mono wo miseyou
afureru ai no izumi ni
anata to deatte nagaredashita kono MERODI-
furuete iru ima kono toki mo ikiteru

*2 repeat 2x

_{English ver.:}
You're just like the sunlight through the leaves
Gave me the happy smile, courage and will to live on

The warmth of the heart in my memory
Is beyond all the trammels

It's all because of you, that I can live like myself

Singing I was born to love you is the proof of my love
And you trust that this feeling will be sent to you, and that you are still alive

Pity, happiness, sorrow, vexation, regret, anxiety
Make up the melody of love

Before I untied the knot in my heart
We were separated, but I have no regrets though I was sad
'Keep the love alive' I said this to myself
In order to keep the promise alive

The melody is surrounded by the love, fly to the sky

In that spring of overflowing love, to show you something more important than you have seen with your own eyes
This love for you is so deep, through time and space,
Beyond life itself, this is the song of my love

I touch your body and feel your breath, 'are you asleep already?'
If you are, then I whisper 'I love you'

It's all because of you, that I can live like myself
Singing I was born to love you is the proof of my love
And you trust that this feeling will be sent to you, and that you are still alive

In that spring of overflowing love, to show you something more important than you have seen with your own eyes

The flow of the melody when I met you
Still exist in this shaking time

Pity, happiness, sorrow, vexation, regret, anxiety
Make up the melody of love

Pity, happiness, sorrow, vexation, regret, anxiety
Make up the melody of love

^{Ai no Melody - KOKIA}

^{I miss you, baby, even if it's been only a day, a few hours or even a few minutes since I last saw you...}

>>> A public letter...

^{... to the unknown shoutbox Guest from IP:202.156.13.2.}

Dear Guest,

We here at Musings on the Breeze thank you for your kind, philosophical words and the crew would like to apologize for not replying BUT we have been busy with our offline lives of late and have not been at liberty to update this cyberspace.

However, please do rest assured that this has been a subject of discussion for the past few weeks amongst the crew. We cannot refute your words as they do ring true for the most part. However, we are all human, or at least, most of us are, and therefore we all are prone to err even when we have the logic and rationale in place. So, we do apologize.

In addition, the Dark Ones would like to add that we never much liked anyone [however true that may be, we have no idea, we believe that they speak for themselves and themselves alone] and that everyone who thinks that we should move on should themselves move on.

Once again, we thank you for your words and have filed it under advisement.

And to the rest of our loyal readers, please do check back here once in a while. We'll be attempting to get the updating of this place back on track soon.

Thank you and we wish you all the best in your lives ahead.

Remembering to take a break along the way,
The Musings on the Breeze crew