It's Deepavali.
The Festival of Lights.
And for the first time in a very long time, we'll be visiting family friends and having visitors in our home.
It's a time for joy, for celebration.
So, why do I feel... Hollow? Lost? Listless?
I have almost everything a man could want. A decent family, a roof over my head, good friends, a place to sleep, food to eat (well, sometimes) and more stuff that's just mine.
And yet I find myself on the verge of tears and I have no idea why.
No, that's a lie.
I do know why. I just don't want to talk about it.
Why?
Because it's my fault for being stupid and having blind faith.
And I just needed to vent. Now, I think I will take a nap.
Things will work out in the end.
Somehow.
I hope.
... stratospheric depression.
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